8.11.11

say it with music

i'm currently visiting this cool site, 8tracks.com where you can create your own mixtape by simply upload it or you can use songs from soundcloud. Every mixtapes has its own tags and theme, so you can match it with your mood or current weather :) don't be surprised if you found your childhood songs! happy tracking..

play and follow mine, 8tracks.com/fingerprints

4.11.11

to me you are perfect

i've never met someone like you, all my life, seriously. never have, never will.
you know me best, know exactly how to treat me
when everybody's looking down on me, u're the one that stands still, with ur thumbs up, and a proud eye.
you're my gravity..
wherever i go, i'll come back to you.
you're on to me
all over me

11.10.11

The power of 'doing nothing'?

hi..long time no write!
well, besides finishing my school, i was busy helping my mom running our family business which a little bit hectic lately (thank God). and now..i'm enjoying my 'doing nothing and be happy' time while waiting a probably-perfect-job to come.

i was a happily 'doing nothing' person back then, until one day i overheard someone's little chit chat that surprisingly brought a huge slap on my face.

beberapa hari yang lalu, seperti biasa gw mampir ke itc kuningan untuk ngecek butik. thank God it's running well. jam makan siang, mendadak gw ngidam mie ayam abang2 (i'm a huge Indonesian food's worshiper!) singkat cerita, gw tiba2 udah terdampar di gerobak mie ayam kaki lima belakang itc. pas lagi asik2nya nyikat mie ayam, terdengarlah sekilas mbak2 berdua pake seragam OB nya ambassador ngobrol. obrolan merekapun jadi backsound makan siang gw.

OB1 : km ngajakin makan tempat mahal mulu, gak cukup nanti gajiku buat sebulan!
OB2 : gajimu brp sih?
OB1 : 500ribu
OB2 : yo sama toh karo aku (translate: sama lah sama gue)
OB1 : ngiri juga sih aku liat baju cakep2 banget
OB2 : ho oh bener..kalo liat orang belanja bilangnya "liatin deh aku bagusan warna ini atau itu?" kalo aku sih boro2 baju, wong makan aja suka bingung cukup apa enggak duite hehehe
OB1 : makanya sesok2 mbawa bekel dari rumah, ojo jajan2 biar bisa pake baju cakep kayak syahrini
OB2 : kan sekali sekali makan ayam ora popo toh..hahahahaha

jleb..

uda ga kedengeran lg tuh suara mba2, sadar2 tiba2 mata gw udah penuh sama air, ga bisa nafas karena idung gw mampet, dan sesak..
walaupun gue tau kehidupan tuh keras banget, dan hal kaya gini sebenernya uda sering didenger disekitar kita, tapi yang satu ini nampar gw keras keras.
pertama, mie ayam yang harganya 7000 katanya terlalu mahal buat mereka. kedua, gaji 500ribu fo God's sake..kadang2 uang segitu bisa kita abisin dalam sehari bahkan. dan yang ketiga, mereka bahkan ketawa2 kaya cerita mereka tuh enteng aja, not a big problem nor an 'I'M DYING' statement, dimana disebelahnya, hati gw tertusuk tusuk.

memang bukan pilihan kita untuk terlahir dan hidup enak ataupun susah. takdir dari Tuhan, manusia bisa apa sih? but the point is, are you happy or aren't you happy? if you are, then, are the people around you happy? if they aren't, would you still be happy?? my answer is no, i'm not. it leaves a deep scar on my heart that keep reminds me of an unhappy people around me when i'm happy.

so, am i longer a 'happily doing nothing' person? nope..until i got a proper job, call me a 'miserable and pathetic doing nothing' wench.

4.6.11

Whatever will be, will be

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
What will be, will be

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
What will be, will be.

24.5.11

inspiring women

I love singing and I love listening good music, especially good voices. and these three women inspires me a lot. Sara bareilles, adele, and feist. they've uniquely amazing and very powerful voices (which is rare) plus an outstanding stage act. i've watched sara bareilles and adele on my own eyes and it was..WOW. i keep asking "how could she did that?" to my boyfriend till he got annoyed (hoho). hopefully feist could come over here too. i'm crazy over their songs!

ps : they got the most "galau" song, EVER!

2.5.11

i miss..

..driving slow on Kuala Lumpur. no f* ing annoyed traffic
*sarcasmto JKTstraffic*